To My Mommy

This Is Beauty

© Nicole M. Kreatz

Beauty is...
A mother who's love is always there,
always unconditional, and takes extra special care.

Beauty is...
Simple when a mother shows her love;
by giving lots of kisses, smiles and hugs.

Beauty is...
The tears that fall from a mothers eyes,
when she sees her little children
growing strong and wise.

Beauty is...
a mother who's love is always there,
always unconditional, with extra love to spare.

Beauty is...
knowing that this mother is my mom and
with all this beauty in my life, how could I go wrong?

Beauty is...
seeing that this mother I will be,
all because of the beauty that my mother has shown me.

Source: This Is Beauty, Mother Child Poem http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/this-is-beauty#ixzz23CyDir6G 
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com 

I Choose Jesus...

I Choose Jesus,    < ---click on the link to listen a sweet tune :)


What does that mean?


It means to have been forgiven by Jesus Christ, my burdens lifted, my sins wiped away,  loved by a God who is soo big yet so personable that He wants to hear about our day, every day.
It also means that we forgive, and love, to care, even when its hard to do...


When I chose Jesus, I accepted a friend, I can go to Him 24/7 He always is ready to hear my story, my hurt,  joy, burdens, sorrow. He makes me happy. He lets me cry until I have no more tears, then He also speaks when we need it the most. When He speaks...well its glorious.


I also got a heavenly father,
A perfect one. One that died for me. One who loves me so much. My protector and my refuge. One I can depend on. And also loves to hear about my day. I love Him so much!


Also a perfect writer, He knew the start, He knows who I, Paree M. Quinlan is, he knows my fears, my joy, He knows me. The real Paree. And still wants to use me in His kingdom . What an honor. He knows what the future will bring. He knows what I'm capable of enduring. A futre in Gods hands, well  when you give that to Him, oh how far He will take you. Its more than just a religion, a duty, a routine, its alive! You become alive.


 Now life for me is more than work/school/life a small world. I have been around the world. You see if it wasn't for God, I would probably be living in, or would have run away, from an orphanage to discover the world. I would probably be living in a rural town in Mexico. Poor, alone, wanting to go beyond that small place, yet unable to do so. 

Yet God had other plans. Instead I lived and traveled more then I could ever have imagined. I've seen different cultures and lived among them. I have friends that I love dearly. And the best part...A home...a sweet home!

These are only a few of the things...There is so much more I could write, but of all of them, these are the ones that are most important to me.

- Paree

Can You ?

Yes, not everyone can do foster care,
No, its not easy,
Yes, I love them as my own,
No, we don't get to keep them all
Yes, they will remain in my heart forever,
No, its not always a happy ending, But my Father in Heaven knows their story
Yes, I worry about them, ...all the time
No, its not fair
Yes, They are my brothers and Sisters
No, my mommy is their mommy!
Yes, I can share
Why?

Can see the pain in their eyes? can you feel it? Do you know?
The innocence lost? A worry about their future at such a young age? Now knowing what will happen to you?
No mommy, no daddy, no cuddles no goodnight sweet dreams! I love you! I love you the most.
Where is mommy? where is daddy? where is sissy or brother? a sleepless night, a cry a whimper or a nightmare, no mommy or daddy came to cuddle me and say " its OK. I'm  right here.its ok. Why you ask? a party was more important, a high was more interesting. A good time was their priority. Will you be my mommy? a question that shatters your world in to a million pieces. The voice that speaks is from a child merely 4 yrs old. Yes not everyone can do this...But you can help...

 
How? by accepting them,
By helping them,
Pray for them,
Take time to talk to them, they each have a story to tell,
You may learn from them,
You learn LOVE

Best Friends....

Well my dear friend is about to be to Mrs. Wilson!!

This is really my first wedding where my best friend someone close to my heart is about to start a new chaper in her life. Its so beautiful. I cant wait and see what God has planed for them.

Well here is a picture of a little project we worked on.

School Stats Today!

Well the vacations officially end today....No more Christmas  :'( *sniff sniff*  No more New Years celebration....No more yummy deserts and treats.

Its now time for, drum role please... Books + classes= School starts today... :'( No more late nights unless its Saturday. I'm sad and happy at the same time...sad well you see this term no fun classes. And well happy because one I get these classes out of the way Ill be ready for all the fun ones!  yay!

Well readers I will wright later have an awesome evening!
Paree

Pictures

Hello friends :) I fixed these pictures up a bit...My photography teacher said we should not stop taking pictures and be creative. So Ive been talking pictures of things I see inspiring or beautiful.

I Hope you enjoy! 

 Paree.

 I took this picture when I was with some friends at the win co parking lot, we were on our way to arbies....all the trees had frost on them and it looked soo wintery.........

This picture was a request from my Mother Dear. I hope she likes it. Every year we have a tradition of buying a new thing for our Christmas decoration. This year we had our randier. They are so cute! Im going to try to take more and play around with lighting a bit, I was not completely satisfied with this picture, but I thought it was nice.

 This is my favorite of ALL I really really really love this....Did I say really? lol Yup is definitly my favorite of all. it just looks, well all I can say that it really expresses what I wanted to come out the most. 

So this picture is a request from my Mother Dear. This is NOT store bought! She made this for our home. She is really good at this. She has made a couple of Christmas decorations for our house. I really appreciate this. Its something very special to me. I can look back on every Christmas and  see things that my Grandmother made for her children, and just seeing these made it VERY special for me, I felt that I knew her somehow. Just the fact that she took her own time to make something for her home and children. Now my Dear Mother has carried this tradition on.

Well This is a Decoration that was on our bookshelf. The bird almost looks like its ready to fly out! 

Well dear readers its time for me to go to bed, a friend and I are trying to do this schedule and I'm very determined to do it all year long :) Hope every one has a good night! 

Paree

Picture time..

Well here is picture I fixed up :p

Anyone up for taco bell? I usually dont eat at taco, but lately when we hang out, this is the place we go to ;)

First its cheep, for all of us highschool kids and collage student!
Two well, they dont mind us being loud and crazy, dont worry we leave tips and clean up our mess ;) (that wiulf be like trays and  stuff we dont have food fights) lol
Three are open late.
Four is the best yet! They are nice!

Well this is a picture I took, and made it all so very very very nice! Did I say nice?
Well readers hope u enjoy ur day.

Chao y Dios te bendiga :)
Paree